man i have these incredible feelings of inadequacy stemming from seeing all the people around me making strides forward.
i wanted to be a part of 6bit to fucking make progress and now all i can see is that they’re all moving forward and i’m left behind. fuuuuuuuck
patience is a virtue but it’s tough when i’m the only one i know not doing enough but i can’t do enough cause i gotta do everything else that they don’t have to do but it’s simply not satisfying. i’m just not satisfied.
i can’t complain about anything without sounding like a spoiled child to myself in my head but today i just want to say it
